I'M NOT MISSING YOU!!!

I’m not missing you...
Been through just about everything that I could go through when it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen when I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again 'cause of my curiousity.
Now that it’s over what else could it be?
He just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle, why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak, crying and cheating, the fooling around.

(But) I’m not missing you...
I’m not going through the motions: waiting and hoping you call me.
I’m not missing you...
You might have had me open but I must be going because I got life to do.
I know I’m usually hanging on.
I used to hate to see you gone.
But this time it’s different I don’t even feel the distance.
I’m not missing, I’m not missing you...

It’s a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me.
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face?
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again when I know what the end will be?
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

No I can’t be with you, 'cause I'm scared... felt like I was falling when you left me.
I can’t keep going through life unaware of what I missed and the person I could be.
Love's good when it’s right and when it's left in your memory.
All the times I let you down.
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life.

I’m not going through the motions: Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door).
You might have had me open but I must be going because (it's the best day of my life).
I know I’m usually hanging on, I used to hate to see you gone.
Oh different, feel the distance:
I’m not missing, I’m not missing you


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This is a girl's song but why am i singing it? hahahaha.
Just the way i feel really.
I'm NOT missing YOU, Stacie Orrico...
It's NOT you I'm missing...